My mood really not nice at all tonight.

think and recall made me crazy.

leave here,put down all the thing at here its really a new life ?

i will be bullied ?

it really made me scare,

I have many defect

and made me very self abased.

I feeling so tired and afraid my future.

what shall we face we always don't know at all :(

Curiously and afraid ,

 is my friend quite nice to me or not ?

the future friend will hate me or not ?

I think and think,

i cant really get a conclusion.

the end or beginning i dont know,

i just wish i can feel more happier 
of my life,

make it worth and beautiful .

we always can't control the future,

because future always lose control .